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Moveeeee! 搬家搬家http://charlotteinnix.blogspot.com/ FIt's so hard even to breathe. All the easy things have suddenly become so tough. At least too tough for me to handle. It's really not the correct path. It's so so wrong... WHY BE TRIPPING OVER IT? Things are not always on the bright side. But i can't even picture what's gonna happen next. This is my last chance. i can't afford any mistake anymore... i fail you this time... Don't forget my name!!! i don't wanna be forgotten.Stuck in a room of staring faces Caught in a nightmare, Can't wake up If you hear my cry running through the streets i'm about to freak Come on rescue me This fucking bloody stupid sickening feeling's been eating my inside like some kinda creepy leech crawling on my skin trying to suck my blood. i've been slacking for daysSsssss. To be exact, it's weeks! The angel and demon in me have been fightin'. Whom should i help? LOL Life's s h o r t , time flies, why waste it? She said it's not how long you live it, but how you live it. Procrastination's in my blood though. i'm gonna pull myself up, starting TOMORROW! i can't wait to have my breakfast!  Do you hear my craving for EGGS??????? i don't really remember when my last breakfast was. LOL i remember my last supper though. It was just yesterday. Or this morning? i had my favorite Chipsmore and Rocky!!! Oops... i'm gonna start my jogging session asap. This sounds familiar cuz i've been saying it forever. =[ It took me some time to refresh my mind. and to Shake those stupid thoughts off. Yeah i've been outta my mind. Just a lil bit. Hehe. Time to carry on my journey with my positive mind! Angel and Demon stop fighting  i'M NOT GONNA GIVE YOU A DAMN!!!!!!!! He said, One moment you haven't got over it, you're still stuck in it. i'm gonna get myself outta here.So Brace UP! Don't go with the flow please... An experience @ GentingWoohooo!! i managed to enter casino in Genting =D It's not a big deal... i know many underage kids like me have entered. (_ _") For example, my housemates. LOL But i wasn't with make-up that day! And i was dressed in white collar-tee and long jeans. Imagine my kiddish face =.= Thanks to Adrian's brilliant idea  He passed me his chips and asked me to play it in my hand when entering. So yeah...i had my handbag on my wrist, handphone on my right hand and chips on my left, eyes on my handphone screen, "kek teng teng" and walked inside. Damn it worked! The guard didn't even bother me. Shit! Wahaha but poor Adrian couldn't enter cuz of the Starbucks in his hand. i didn't gamble at all. Hehe. Got myself a free 5-buck-chips as a first-time-entering-souvenir lols. Why free? Cuz another first-timer won it. LOL Thug StoryNow here's something different. Taylor Swift turnin' T-Sweezy? i swear i didn't see this coming. Some says it's funny Some says it sucks Some says it's so not Taylor Swift i say it's cute. Especially the ending part! Her voice is always so cute! xD Taylor Swift rocks big time! Check this out! I'm like 8 foot 4, blond hair to the floor You shorties never thought I dreamed about rapping hardcore No I ain't got a gun No I never really been in a club Sstill live with my parentsN But I'm still a thug I'm so gangsta you can find me baking cookies at night You out clubbing, but I just made caramel delight T Swift and T Pain rappin' on the same track it's a thug story tell me can you handle that I had a dream last night I had high-top Nikes I had diamonds in my mouth, and diamonds on my mic By the time I woke up I was singing "I'M ON A BOOOOAAT" Cuz I'm a singer turned rapper Shorty I'm a make ya Straight to the top, yo Shorty I'ma take ya You can call me T Sweezy now I'm a rap star It's a thug story now tell them who you are Singer turned gangsta You don't wanna fight me Straight to the top In my extra small white tee T Swift and T Pain all up on the same track It's a thug story tell me now can you get with that What! What! I knit sweaters yo! What! What! Don't test me [bleep] Hey hold on, hold on I didn't even say anything WHAT? I said "yo" YUP You guys bleeped me and I didn't even say anything I didn't even swear SHE DIDN'T EVEN SWEAR Hello?? The way i loved you - Crazier
He is sensible and so incredible And all my single friends are jealous He says everything i need to hear and it's like i couldn't ask for anything better He opens up my door and i get into his car And he says, you look beautiful tonight And i feel perfectly fine He respects my space and never makes me wait And he calls exactly when he says he will He's close to my mother Talks business with my father He's charming and endearing, and i'm comfortable But i've been screamin' and fightin' And kissin' in the rain And it's two a.m. and i'm cursin' your name You're so in love that you act insane And that's the way i loved you Breakin' down and comin' undone It's a roller-coaster kinda rush And i never knew i could feel that much And that's the way i loved you He can't see the smile i'm fakin' And my heart's not breakin' 'Cause i'm not feelin' anything at all And you were wild and crazy Just so frustrating, intoxicating, complicated Got away by some mistake and now i'll be screamin' and fightin' And kissin' in the rain It's two a.m. and i'm cursin' your name i'm so in love that i acted insane And that's the way i loved you Breakin' down and comin' undone It's a roller-coaster kinda rush And i never knew i could feel that much And that's the way i loved you i'd never gone with the wind Just let it flow Let it take me where it wants to go Till you open the door there's so much more i'd never seen it before i was trying to fly but i couldn't find wings But you came along and you changed everything i watched from a distance as you Made life your own Every sky was your own kind of blue And i wanted to know How that would feel And you made it so real You showed me something that i couldn't see You opened my eyes and you made me believe You lift my feet off the ground You spin me around You make me crazier, crazier Feels like I'm falling and i i'm lost in your eyes You make me crazier, crazier, crazier Baby you showed me what living is for i don't wanna hide anymore Crazier... Make me crazier and that shall be the way i love you Emptinessi have always claimed that you're my hubby. My friends always said that i loved you more than my boy. But i just failed to take good care of you... You've been my best mates for the past 1 year plus another 2 months. How could i have lost you... i'm such a stupid useless careless owner!! i even dreamed that losing you was just a dream. How stupid. All of the photos, from secondary to my uni life, All of my favorite music, All of my softwares, All of my assignments, All of my countless important files...... ARE ALL GONE!!! i'm always stuck with my laptop. i have everything inside. Yes i'm still so stoned here... i'm still not okay. Thanks all of my friends who have been trying to cheer me up. i deeply appreciate it... Thanks J, ZL and my dear miss Heroine for comforting me... Thanks GS for fetching me to college for exam. i know you could have slept til late morning rather than being stuck in the traffic jam early in the morning... Thanks W for going to college such early to help me in my mgt204 but you saw it... i screwed up. Sorry for wasting your efforts. Thanks all my friends who have shown concern =) i'm so lucky to have you guys. It means a lot to me. Dad and mum didn't blame me at all this time. i feel so ashamed of myself. Daddy and mummy didn't blame me too... i'm so sorry to have made you worried about me in the middle of the night... Why do i always lose my stuffs? Why don't i know how to take good care of them and cherish them... How am i gonna be a good example for my lil bro? Other than sorry i don't know what else i could say to you... i don't dare to go back home still. i don't know how to face you at all... i freaking miss you my lil white!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am the star. i'm fading away.So final's approaching, again! Frustration is the only thing i feel. What's wrong what's wrong now.i can't help wanting to remember my "Good Friday". After handing in my last assignment of the semester, i went to Puchong with my oily yeye to try out our fish meehoon! Uiiiisehh it was so so tasty and the fish was like CRAB MEAT !! XD It was so so so so sooo delicious!!! XD XD After the lunch we went to Neway! Singing helps digestion? LOL And the Oh-so-nice-i-want-your-signature! version of Aerosmith's I Don't Want to Miss A Thing Haha i had a perfect day already! i spent another "Good Saturday & Sunday" at Port Dickson. =] There were sea, beach, breeze, sand that i had been longing for. Too bad there wasn't moon and there wasn't any stars. Not even ONE! =( But it's okay since i had wonderful moment. Thank you guys! Due to don't-know-what reason i just feel down when i'm on my own. "WhatIsThisWehyy!!" (ish i stopped wey-ing for a long time! Thanks to Chris's TM i started wey-ing again.) Since i found another companion who's also down... Another Genting trip tomorrow then!! Imagine us housemates altogether. Hehe. Good Luck to all the guys.  i'm so gonna bring my text books. Let's hope i'll study... Won't you take me by the hand take me somewhere new i don't know who you are But i'm with you. Puchong - Neway - PD - Ampang - Genting - ??? What kinda luck i'm having recently?This could be a good thing. BUT.......... [i hate buts. But...] Chill. i wish i could have someone whom i'm familiar with by my side now. BUT...!! i'm familiar with no one BUT assignment Enough of buts!!! *!@^<^\>+&/=*)*^$%$*<^&=*)_K\*^%#@&!!#+%^&*/(%=#@#$?*\<^+>*(>^#<*<^$<#&#!$ Be a B s O L U t E !! In the morning i got in a fight with myself i got the bruises to prove it Then i swallowed your words and spit them right back out Here's the proof.Ohh Chii! The so-called "Black Green" thingy. LOL. Guess i'm gonna start turning macho and more manly again. For my Capricorn sistai wonder if you would get to read this. But i'm really worried about you. Time flies and i have known you for years. Since we were SM1? We hardly hang out and do shopping nowadays and i miss your laughter... i can't even remember how long i haven't seen you laughing your head off. i miss the time badly when we used to hang out so often. i remember how we sat on the side of the bridge, with our Nokia 6230 and earphones, and looked at stars in the sky. And how we talked about so many stuff! We were really young back then. Sometimes i just wish i could turn back the time. For some unknown reasons we had once become so distant. i feel so lucky that we still remain as good friends! Shit happens and i'm so sorry that other than listening to you, i can't do anything for you. i know it's been hard on you. If i were you, i might just break down and cry as well... Life's bittersweet. Things will turn out to be good soon alright? Solutions exist for every problems. Be brave and don't think of anything silly! Just ring me whenever you can't find someone to talk to or you need my help. It's what good friends are for, isn't it? You don't annoy me at all  i'm just glad that you're willing to talk to me. So don't think tooooooooooo much again! Just want you to know that i cherish you my dear. i have always thought that i am tough. Now i see i ain't as tough as what i thought... i remember how i wanted to grow up so so badly when i was still a teen. And how funny it seems when i refuse to grow up when i'm grown-up. How ironic! Everyone's always on the move and i'm so so lazy. i tend to "declutch" myself so often and i neglect all of my friends. What's going on... What's happening... i'm always the last one to know. i care about my friends. Who cares, who doesn't. Who's true, and who's not. i know'em inside my heart. And i have all of you in my heart. ... ... ... But i'm just not a good one... **yee_ Sleeping with my eyes openThe night is not young anymore... Cuz the morning is coming lol. My Restaurant City is running 24 hours today too! My poor workers are gonna die of cooking and serving people ><" Feel like i'm getting more and more capricious. [Cuz i'm a Capricorn? Hahaha] Cannot predict myself! Perhaps i should start wearing "Quicksilver" lol Try to keep myself cool so hard In case people think i'm erratic when my emotion swings so much *giggles* One thing still remains the same. i still take FOREVER to ponder over everything in my head. Time is sacred! Time is precious! Procrastination happens though D= i always feel this shit. When i'm starting to trust It feels like something will come out and tryna stop me WwwHhhYyyyyyeeeeeeee!  Forget it laaa My brains go on hiatus like usual. [Don't go haywire pleaseeeeeeeeeee! i can't afford it] Like a never ending question. You cross the bridge when you come to it right? So... SLEEP! TIDUR! SHUI JIAO! FEN KAO! [as in cantonese... But heyyy do i pronounce it correctly? lol] **Ciao~  Happy Mother's Day
Miss DepressedThe world is grey The sky is dark The stars don't sparkle The moon don't shine Sometimes it's like this Sometimes it's like that Sometimes i'm high up in the sky Sometimes i'm deep down to the bottom i was moving at the speed of sound But please come now cuz i think i'm falling Support me with your courage Hold me now before crash and burn takes place  Just let me be... It's just some procrastination on my assignments i'm coming back real soon... May 02After the drifts (Haha i'm still high when i come across this) i tried driving a four-wheel drive XD (Pardon my "sua-gu-ness". i don't own a 4x4) Had a very nice night. The sea and the breeze... (which i had been longing for) The drive!!! The three rounds of "rao chang yi zhou" (my first 3 rounds and also last 3 rounds) Thanks my dear DangDang for the outing! And of course for takin' the many many risks *wink* i'm grateful~ Duh! i'd accept it if you wanna thank me for being your "one-night-chauffeur" And for bringing some excitement in your life! XD i just learnt a new theory About why girls are daring in doing many things Cuz in very touch wood case something happens A girl just has to say "zen me ban? zen me ban?" In serious case, shed some tears Then the guy will settle everything for her -_-!! No stars no stars~ wo yao kan xing xing!! |
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