So final's approaching, again! Frustration is the only thing i feel.
i'm staring at my books and notes and they are staring right back at me! Sad and Shy to say that i'm not familiar with them. *"Sweaty" Blush*


i don't feel belong.
i know it's the price i am to pay for a step made by mistake.
Will you please enlighten me, my lord?

My spirit's gone...

Cuz all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them someday
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out...

 

So it's Mother's Day today...

My family actually don't quite celebrate it.

So is this year...

My mom and mummy are busy right now.

 

Just wanna tell mama that...

I MISS YOU VERY MUCH!

i'm sorry for talking impolitely to you always.

i LOVE you very much, even when i never say "I LOVE U".

How to express myself? i don't know.

You sacrifice a lot, i mean, REALLY a lot for me.

Even though i don't say it,

i know all of them inside my heart.

i can't help feeling upset everytime i think of how i treated you.

What the effing sh*t was in my head?

i'm so blessed, and so proud, to have you as my mom.

You're always my primary motivation for everything...

But still, i screwed up. A lot of stuff.

i have to self-examine DEEPly...

 

No matter what,

You're always the GREATEST mom in my heart.

 

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

to my dearest mama & mummy!

i love you both.

 

So it's another day    
No matter how close i stay    
Even when everyone's by my side    
i feel distance in a way    

i always shackle my heart with my earphone    
The music that flows into my head    
It never failed in making me feel secure    
That's when i can think with positive mind    

i blamed god for being so unfair, again    
God must hate me    
"God has never been fair, has he?"    
i............................    
i managed to perk myself up    
To pull myself back to the right track    
Just as usual    
He actually is, isn't he?    
i am blessed in a different way    
i should know    

Karma is always what i believe in.    
What goes around, will come around.    
i'll make every second count...    

i'm gonna go back home
i'm homesick
i miss my family

 

 

 

Enrique:

Go ahead just leave

Can't hold you, You're free

You take all these things

If they mean so much to you

i gave you your dreams

'Cause you meant the world

So did i deserve to be left here hurt?

 

You think i don't know

You're out of control

i ended up finding all of this from my boys

Girl, you're stone cold

You say it ain't so

You already know i'm not attached to material

 

Chorus:

i'd give it all up

But i'm takin' back my love

i'm takin' back my love

i'm takin' back my love

i've given you too much

But i'm takin' back my love

i'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

My Love

 

Ciara:

Yeah, what did i do

But give love to you?

From head to feet

All that's not me

Go 'head, keep the keys

That's not what i need from you

 

You think that you know (i do)

You've made yourself cold (Oh yeah)

How could you believe them over me, i'm your girl

You're out of control (So what?)

How could you let go? (Oh yeah)

Don't you know i'm not attached to material?

 

Chorus x 2

 

Enrique:

So all this love i give you, take it away

(Uh, uh huh)

Ciara:

You think material's the reason i came

(Uh, uh huh)

 

Enrique:
If i had nothing would you want me to stay

(Uh, uh huh)

Ciara:

You keep your money, take it all away

 

Chorus x 2

 

Ooh, my love

(i'm takin' back my love)

Ooh, my love

 

 

i'm totally in love with this song!

Enrique has always got the sexiest voice in my heart  xD

Ciara's voice in this song totally rockssssssss!

And she's freakin' hot!

 

Here's the very expensive MTV

So many stuff they'd burnt and crushed

    

A tall slim, cool and quiet woman. Once she is mad she can be very fierce. She can work better than some men and she is very high confident woman. In her opinion, woman is not just a flower or decoration at home or at an office and certainly not a weak sex who needs protection.

She likes to control and hide her weak emotions. She will never try to change anyone, but she will learn to accept them as they are. If she does not like someone, she will not comments or criticize but she will completely ignore that person.

She hate plastic and an artificial flower because it make her feel that you are not being sincere. She loves real flower and it's scent. She loves a guy who wear after shave cologne. If you are a type of a guy who wear your Jean one month before washing, or wear an old sneaker, then you can forget about her.

She loves music and nature even there is a rare case otherwise. She loves to go picnic in nature, so if you don't have so much time for her, you can take her fishing too.

She is not as jealous as Aquarius or Leo woman, but do not cross the line O.K. Better not to see she gets mad, especially in front of public when she feels like losing face. She loves to make up and dress perfectly and very neat, so never rush her for this matter.

She has her own goal in life and does not care if you have a doctorate degree or not, if she thinks you are not bright then she will not care about you at all. She likes smart people by character not by certificate shown. If you can not show her this quality, go and take a bus and go to the next stop.

She does not like a dreamer who talk about his dream but never put his hands in action to make it happens. Don't bother to tell her 'everyone is doing it, you should do it too', or 'I think you should do it, it's good for you', because she will do what she wants to do only.

She is a neat and tidy person, so if your apartment is a pigsty , do not take her there. If you go out on a date with her , try to be presentable such as nice and clean dress, clean nails or else it will be your last date.

She is a cool type and will not nag, so easy on your ears. She is a slow but sure type. She will always respect and honor you and will never try to make you lose your face. If she loves you, she will help you in anything you do.

She likes to help people and expect nothing in return. If she asks you for a favor and does not get one, she will feel very disappointed. She has a high hope and a high faith and beliefs in her own confident than believing in 'Luck'.

If she is your wife, you will have nice and clean home and a gourmet cooking. If your parents visit your house, they will be please. She is a 3 in 1 means , a perfect mother, a perfect housewife, a perfect wife or you should say 'happily ever after'.

 

This is so accurate! Except for the "TALL SLIM" which i wish i could be... And the very last paragraph. Hahaha!

 

It's not always easy

Yeah she's goin' crazy

Everything's such tricky

Yet she's stuck with her stupidity

 

She told that she was alright

But sometimes she doubts it

Something seems not right

But nothing is all she finds out

 

She wants to shout it out loud

Too bad her throat was choked

Staring blankly ahead

Again she has her grip slipped

 

No i'm not her

Because she is her.

One who needs a shoulder

And a caring arm to make her feel better

 

 

Finally i'm done with cleaning my room!

Do you guys think it's a good way of helping me to slim down? LOL.

 

i'm undoubtedly happy these days without any reason.

Sounds cool? Haha.

Yes it does! At least to me.

Nothing can get me down!

 

i was talking on phone with a friend just now and i was so so touched!

It's always nice talking to you  =D

Your big time is coming soon and you know i'd give you all my blessings!

 

i actually don't know what i'm doing here.

Just feel like remembering these.

 

You can get me wrong

You can fake your smile

But i still feel alive!

 

i'm surrounded

by awesome housemates who always help

by my dear friends who care

by my funny cutie coursemates

and by a "Miss Hero" staying in the room beside mine!

Haha she has quite some favorite things to do which are in common with me! xD

i've not been out for the whole week.

All i do is just stay in my own room and watch movies!

The only sad thing is that my hard disk is nearly full with my movies ~__~

Feel so happy after those movies.

They are so so nice!!!!!!!!

And a drama called "Lie to Me".

It's got me so addicted.

 

Oh well i'm still yet to watch Fast and Furious 4 and Confessions of a Shopaholic!

i must not miss'em like what i did! (Yes it was a sad case that i missed Jonas Brothers: The 3D Concert Experience)

 

Yeahhhhhh i'm gonna meet my long-time-no-see-baby tomorrow! xD

Lots of catching up to do? Haha!

 

Hope that everyone's having good mood!

Goodnight.