i have always claimed that you're my hubby. My friends always said that i loved you more than my boy. But i just failed to take good care of you... You've been my best mates for the past 1 year plus another 2 months. How could i have lost you... i'm such a stupid useless careless owner!! i even dreamed that losing you was just a dream. How stupid.

All of the photos, from secondary to my uni life,
All of my favorite music,
All of my softwares,
All of my assignments,
All of my countless important files......
ARE ALL GONE!!!
i'm always stuck with my laptop.
i have everything inside.
Yes i'm still so stoned here...

i'm still not okay. Thanks all of my friends who have been trying to cheer me up. i deeply appreciate it...
Thanks J, ZL and my dear miss Heroine for comforting me...
Thanks GS for fetching me to college for exam. i know you could have slept til late morning rather than being stuck in the traffic jam early in the morning...
Thanks W for going to college such early to help me in my mgt204 but you saw it... i screwed up. Sorry for wasting your efforts.
Thanks all my friends who have shown concern =)
i'm so lucky to have you guys. It means a lot to me.

Dad and mum didn't blame me at all this time. i feel so ashamed of myself.
Daddy and mummy didn't blame me too...
i'm so sorry to have made you worried about me in the middle of the night...
Why do i always lose my stuffs? Why don't i know how to take good care of them and cherish them...
How am i gonna be a good example for my lil bro?
Other than sorry i don't know what else i could say to you... i don't dare to go back home still. i don't know how to face you at all...

i freaking miss you my lil white!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!